it’s been a year since my wife and I separated. During that year I have experienced every emotion the human experience has to offer. I have prayed that we could work it out I have begged for forgiveness for things that I didn’t do. I have cried myself to sleep and asked god why. After all is said and done I realize that she wasn’t the one that I was meant to spend the rest of my life with. It’s o.k. I understand now. I understand that I had to experience this lost this pain this heartache. It was part of the plan it’s part of what will eventually will make me the man that I am supposed to be. A lot of times people have a tendency to believe that when you hit your 30′s you should be settled in a career and have a house children and a dog with a picket fence. I have never believed that. I believe that as you grow older you have a better understanding of what your purpose is and with that understanding of purpose you also gain insight into how to achieve that purpose.
My story doesn’t end with divorce. My future is bright and my purpose is even brighter. Though most say it’s impossible to do what I am trying to do … I know it’s possible …anything is possible. With this loss I have found something far greater than love of another …. i have found love of self.
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